in a dilemma...

yesterday, i saw shangyong's msg on fb... then i went on thinking, should i still go for the gv chalet? hais... i dunno wat to do... should i just avoid him? since everyone (i think) knew abt our relationship... furthermore, SF is shangyong's friend. so i think i should 避嫌 de. later spoil his mood and the others'. nw i dunno what they are thinking... how they are looking at me... ok, ching, the progress till this state is all your fault, you cannot blame anyone for this. if they all think that i'm a bad girl, 你也该认了。yes, i'm evil. i only break people's heart... so just dun have any 瓜葛with me...

to keep or to return...

左右为难

to sylvia...

haha, i noe u wont read this, i wanna talk to you but i guess we'll just have wait till next wk...

it seems from your blog that you have being quite moody these days... i dunno what happened. i really wanna ask...

its ok. just rmb that i'm just a sms away. this goes out to all my friends. dun hesitate to sms me k? i'll do my best to help. i may not be the first to know your situation, but i'll be the first to lend you my shoulder, my ear...

its my big day!!!

haha. the titile sounds funny... but who cares... :P

its official op tmr... the time to show what we've got!

suddenly though of the saying, 台上一分钟，台下十年功... all the hard work voice down to the half an hour of presentation...

its been a tiring and tough journey... it will become a nice memory for me. :) thanks guys for being my pw mates. :) love~

ps: specially for you, my qin ai de, if you were in time to see this...

jiayou k? may you be the best last speaker in the room tmr, giving the most impactful speech of your life. :) haha. dun worry. you still have us to lean on. jiayou. Show them your enthusiasm. show them what you've got! :P haha. you can do it de... :) dun be nervous, you must noe that everyone is as nervous as you. :) noe in your heart but dun show it. :P haha.

thats abt all. lets get A tgt!!! :)

nights~ may tmr be a nice day. :)

its been one month... last month today, i was depressed... totally dropping to the bottom of the cliff...

i dont noe wat can still comment about. but i really like to thank my friends for staying by me... preventing me for thinking too much...

what is most comforting is that cally still bothers to call on me, ask me whether i'm ok. i'm glad, i wasnt being felt disgusted by them... at least there's still someone on his side who still cares about me...

i shouldnt be going emo on this day le... i should be looking forward. jiayou ching!

4th Nov...

haha! its the grand opening of gv yishun! :) damm excited! it's like ages since i last stepped to gv... missed those days with colleagues... hais... anyway, still hope to see it soon. :)

hope that all of them are still fun and loving.... :)

damm sian, pw meeting... hais... miss lim's seeing us only at 1... waste my afternoon only... hope that it will be something insightful... :P

ps: I still love my pw group! :)