recess wk day 1

late at night while i'm still awake....

normally when i got the feel to write a post is either when i'm happy or i'm sad...
(usually the latter... this time without exception...)
got a twitter post from esmond about CS1010 PE test results....
when to check out of curiosity, then immediately crumbled and died on the spot...

 the results was freaking bad!!! tears almost burst out...
freaking sad!!! :'(
i know that i've made a mistake in the exercise 2 but then i didn't expect it to be so bad!!!
only half of the test cases were correct and my presentation was wrong just because of 'branch' and 'Branch"!!! if they penalize the capitalisation part then i only have one test case right!!!

i was still expecting to get 8 out of the 10% for this practical exam, which is already quite a lousy score...
now i guess i'm just going to pass this thing... :( putting me at the lower ranking!!! :( what to do.... :(
what to do...
what to do....
what to do....


:'(
typing all these make me wanna cry even more!!!
have i not put in enough hard work so u are punishing me with this?!
#sadlifeofaunikid...

shit...
:(
the lump on my neck is starting to hurt again when i press on it... :(
what if its really cancer?

cannot post this on twitter cuz very weird so just post it here...
:(

countdown: seven days till departure... :(
side note: i miss nan... i'll miss qin ai de too...

wk4 ended...

ended wk 4 of lesson....
was super crazy... :( super tired and a lot of stuff stacking up....
mostly homework....

so many work, so little time for friends.
always alone... -.-
sianz.... super tiring life in uni...
stressed!

haiz... computing suddenly all the exercises coming, every mod got stuff to hand in, making sure that we are doing our work... practical exams in two wks time!!! omg...

:(:(:(:( been crying lately, lack of sleep also leading to my dry eyes...
need to buy eyedrops!! :(

nan's flying soon le...
met jas on the mrt today! haha heard from her that qin ai de's flight's in midnight... :(
hais... hope can meet her before she flies off!!!

ok, back to studying...