Saturday, March 23, 2013

LAK2201

Suddenly slightly worried about this mod...

Have not been scoring well for the past 2 tests... (i did a slight comparison on the qns i did wrongly with lowell and jiawen...) i think i'm on the losing end sia... omg. the sem is coming to an end, with a few more assessments on the way...

next mon- written assignment.
wk12 fri- oral
wk13 mon- finals
wk13 fri- skit

4 more components...

bell curve is steep for these mods so it does not looks so bright now... so sad...
even though i've prepared an S/U for it, i secretly still hope that i wont need to use it... 

please can some miracle happen so that i can at least get a B?

Wk 9...

A busy week 9 in school...
shag max and totally tired out...

had 3 assignments to hand in on fri ytd...
when deadlines clash, you know that it spells trouble and it truly did happen.

1 1104 hw assignment, 1 1101 hw assignment and 1 korean script...
the former 2 was not a hard chore but the latter was crazy...

even though the script assignment was given before recess wk, i.e. almost a month ago, we could only start doing last fri when all our midterms end. And lowell and I take almost the same mods so we can only schedule it that way... this one week of chionging is totally no joke, at least for me it's draining...

the typical early sleeper ching has been sleeping past 12 everyday for the past week and on most days it's past 2am... esp when i had 8am lec the next day, that's when your body starts to go on strike....

dark circles, eyebags just appear overnight after the first night i burned midnight oil... super scary. i have to put make up for the whole week when i go school, looking super cui if i dont...

at least we managed to hand in on time... 10.58pm, before the deadline at 11pm... that was damm close... we stayed in school all the way till 11pm just to finish editing the script. both of ur only meal was lunch at 1plus...

i cant help it but feel so bad that i'm not doing as much work as lowell, both of us are super tired, kept yawning throughout. stomach growling and stuff... Thanks lowell, so thankful. Teaching me so much stuff. sometimes i really feel like i'm leaching on you... :P haha. thankful to have known you... Lets all get a good grade for K!! (I noe you will do super well lar... haha smart guy...)

Mental note: after we are done with this project, prepare something nice for him.

hais, still have a written assignment coming up on mon... 화이팅!!

Friday, March 8, 2013

the verdict's out...
so it's truly dengue... :(
hais....

good thing i've sort of recovered le... just have to make sure that my platelets level go back to the normal level...
this time fell sick made me experienced a lot of emotional changes.
this is so tiring at the same time... too stressed inside resulting in my mental outbreak....
i hope i can be stronger internally....

this time the doc had to draw blood to analyse... doc advised me to go and lose weight, cuz he has a hard time finding my blood vessels. he say i got too much oil inside... i know it's for my own good but it doesnt feel good when it's the doctor saying it... :( sian...
seriously have to go exercise soon... :/

had 1101 midterms tonight... quite obvious that i didnt do well, i shouldnt use my sickness as an excuse. maybe my basics are too weak... well, at least 3 midterms down... 2 more to go next week... jiayou ching...
hais ok, back to study.... lagging behind in the curriculum... :/

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Rainy season is my season....

A few weeks ago, i would beg for the sun to come out cuz of the monsoon...

NOW, i would rather the rain come. the heavier the better, so i can cry however loud i want. i'm really feeling so terrible inside me. being sick for 7days, i caused much trouble and anxiety to my family members, i'm really sorry for that. i really feel so guilty for falling sick. face totally cui max. 

i cannot find any way to bring my mood up... i have so many things undone and i cant really bother anyone for help... i just hope all ends well... for the sem to end well, my cap to improve and i can really can rest without thinking of anything....

40degree fever is seriously no joke. i'm lucky i didn't get dizzy spins or worst, get dengue...