i'll complain like mad here....

my head feeling so heavy now...

MA1101 tmr... slightly nervous cuz expecting a lot of ppl to do well for this paper... pinning my hopes on this but then proving questions are still a hurdle for me... hais... i just hope to be able to make lesser mistakes.

feeling uncomfortable by bro and pa with their cold shoulders at each other after them getting irritated at each other... omg this feeling is so unbearable... i cannot say it anywhere so just write it here...

stressed!!!

i really hope that i can pull up my my grades with this mod... i hope to pull through this!!! tiring for my brain. killed a lot of brain cells... it's like going through A's over and over again... omg...

song of the day...

沿海公路的出口 
曲：鄭楠 詞：黃建洲 編曲：鍾興民

用一根火柴燒一場蜃樓 
借這場大雨讓自己逃走
荒茫公路無人的漂泊 寂寞海嘯把我捲走

用一段感情換一個朋友




每一句再見割一道傷口
躲在萬劫不復的街頭 微笑參透覆水難收

倘若說放一次手 就像咳一個嗽 我又何苦在乎得不到的溫柔 

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以後無邊的寂寞
連想你都是種殘酷切磋




我目送沿海的日落




緊抱一個醉生夢死的枕頭
游不出回憶 卻學不會放手 怎麼走

day 4 of reading wk...

getting restless so shall blog a bit..

exam season everyone's damm stressed. i know smu ppl all ended their exams le. haha sooooo good....

on a side note, nan and xinan (my qin ai de... long time nv call you that le...) are coming back soon!!! :):):) so excited! means more meetups and htht! really miss those times...

hope this day will come soon but dunno when in may they coming back... should ask them soon.. :P
nan is grown more matured, from the photos she posted... my qin ai de is happily in love, enjoying her life with her boyboy... haha

things have changed just after one year...

change, i'm actually afraid of change...
the only thing i'm glad is i made new friends, 谈得来的朋友 edmund, lowell, jessica, jiawen. grown closer, maybe cuz of the things we've been through tgt. 革命情感... haha strengthen my friendship with my dearest meina. growing more and more reliant on her, cuz we got more topics to talk abt, cuz we see each other like twice a wk, cuz we take same mods so we know the stress we are undergoing...

i hope i can go back to being close with my JC clique, jas, steffi, leqin, nan, qin ai de. they should be doing quite well, but just wanna hear their voice... :) my 3 closest, long long friend, meina, nicole, and huimin... these friendships i cherish... oh and need to catch up with sylvia and quek... haha this couple should be doing good... :)

met my 狮子座 (WZ) that day... surprising meetup at the bus stop, since in same sch but hard to see each other around cuz of different course... thinking of her make me miss ziying and shirley too... they in ntu...

(now i'm starting to think of my friends le... result of being home alone... )

haha still got my council friends... xiuhui, olivia...
(now memories start flowing back...)

tkd friends, cecilia, yensiu, una, janey, caroline, shiyue... haha

my stcc work buddes, jiayan, qijin, william, zhiwei. still got joel, audrey, lenn, shawn.

gv work buddies, auntie chia, chewyan, nicole, chongshun, shanfu, enjing,
and many other seniors there...

the jokes and fun i shared with them...
those were the times...

ok shall stop this here... back to study!!! hwaiting!

i really hope you guys will know that meaning of a reading week. it's not for you to ask me to do this do that... this is really delaying my progress in my revision you know?! it's super irritating when you expect me to do something for you. and you know i wont reject your request, just because you are my parents, doesn't give you the right to just throw things at me and expect me to put down whatever i'm doing now just to help you...

it's getting very annoying and super irritating. it's not the first time already... they are like just taking it for granted...

they just cannot understand!!! urghh!!!!!!!

마지막 수업... 다른 학기를 만나요!

today marks the official end of my Korean 2 journey... :)
glad that it has ended but also at the same time a bit 依依不舍...

learning korean has been a really fun process even though it's stressful sometimes, i never regretted taking this module...

through this learning journey, i've made new friends, Jiawen, Huimin (from korean 1, really glad we were in same lec this sem too!), YingYan, Brenda (new lecture mates in korean 2)

Special mention to Mr Lowell Lim (haha you should free honoured i specially mention you... :P) haha
taking the same lec and tut slot this sem is really my honour actually... you've been such a supporting friend. really thank you for your guidance these few months. i'm like leaching on you since your korean standard is way better than mine.
today's skit we did our best, even though it can be more fluent. haha but it's ok. hope that our hard work will pay off!! :)
and not just in korean, you also helped me in other mods too. truly grateful. and sorry if i have caused any inconvenience to you... :P just wanna say that hope that there will be more mods that we will take tgt so that i can leach on you again... :P haha
(will write this in your card so that you can see... :P)

Also the person not to be missed out is Meina!! haha :) xoxo.
really glad that you are by my side this sem. truly happy that i can get to practice korean and talk lots more crap with you since we share more time tgt... you are always so patient with me and sorry for all the grumbling to you... i know it's annoying too but you are the one i'm comfortable to talk to...

여러분, 정말 감사합니다!! 사랑해!

this sem has been hectic... and it's really ending in 3 wks time, when all the finals end and freedom comes...
today, the last day as a freshie, i will miss today...

한국어 시험을 끝아서...

korean tests finally come to an end... 

had finals today evening... 

was quite disastrous i would say... :( sigh...

i seriously wanted to do well... but then i think it's heaven's will. 

low chance of scoring a grade that i want....

there's still a skit coming up this fri. i think everyone will be putting their all since it's like really the last assessment for this mod... 

hais... i really wanted at least a B... but then i guess maybe i'm not that gifted in language ba... :( 

even lowell was saying he will have to see his results to see if he's going on... but i got a feeling he'll still do well... really envy his ability...

should i continue? this is getting tough. i somehow wish there's no exams at all... just go and sit and learn. that sounds like those courses in private academy outside uni.

there's no point crying over spilt milk ppl say... i hope ppl all didnt do well for this paper so that i could be off a better stand comparatively... (evil thoughts...)

well, life goes on...

smilles~ 

今天到庙里去求了一支签。。。

君爾何须问圣迹
自己心中皆有益
于今且看月中旬
凶事脱出化成吉

希望事事能顺心吧。。。

am I biting more that what i can chew?

late nights like that makes me reflect and think a lot...
all the negative stuff...
眼泪就这样情不自禁地流下。。。

真的很辛苦。 好累哦。。。
多么希望能有个可以让时间暂停的东西，让我喘口气。。。

i seriously need to exercise more self control...

i really need to study and catch up on my studies and assignment but i keep getting attracted by the tv and candy crush... this is damm bad!!!!! argh....

realise that nowadays i keep on complaining, complaining and whining really a lot of crap....

to dearest friends around me, please bear with me!!! i know this is getting irritating sometimes but if i dun complain to someone, i think i'll just explode...
everything's crumbling on me!! :(


sidenote: cnblue concert in SG on the 15april!! but i cant go!! :( so sad!!!
(see, i'm whining again... -.-)