blogging while at work, using this period of calmness of call queues.
have been used to the work here with occasional seeking of advice from seniors but its normal since even the seniors are asking the TLs. Haha.
i have friends getting new jobs, wondering if i should too. like teach tuition, not so tiring i think...
haha. ytd met up with kia, quek and nicole, talked a lot of crap till we didnt notice the time... haha it's often the case when we meet up with friends but somehow my parents dun understand it.
uni course acceptance letters starting to be sent out... i believe some of us really know what they want and are just waiting for that only school to reply them. for me, i dunno why, even though currently i received smu accountancy and nus science acceptance, i'm still expectantly waiting for ntu to reply...
so ironic, nus is most recognised and i'm like having second thoughts to it. my father was like telling me, u want to go nus right? then why u still wait for ntu to reply? lol
i really dunno. i'm damm bad at making decisions for myself, maybe cuz i'm scared of making decisions as i always make the wrong decisions. simple things like whether to take which route home, what time to leave house, should i eat or bathe first. i'm always making the wrong choice, causing me to be at the losing end. :(((
maybe deep down in me i feel that ntu mathematical sciences is more interesting?
hais, or i dun mind taking accountancy?
or cuz taking nus science is too unsecure and i have to make decisions in year 2.
or cuz of the school fees?
so many this and that...
maybe my deep down fear is uncertainty...