Why do you give me the feeling that you dun wanna talk to me?
smses getting lesser...
maybe i'm thinking too much, maybe you are just busy...

sometimes i feel that i dun really noe u very well, this makes me feel insecure, although i try not to think abt it so much. Syl's right, i should try to noe u more, but i dun wanna be a stalker...

hais... so contradicting...
ok, i shouldnt bother u too much, i dun want u(and everyone else)to find me annoying.
mental note: be more independant! dun always complain, even though they r fine wif it now, dun take it for granted!

qin ai de, wat are u doing now? working i suppose... smile more, smoke less :p must think of me... :P

Sorry, i hurt You

sorry, i really didnt mean it. i guess i'm really too dumb.
i dun mean to hurt u...

i'm very bad at this...
i wish u could scold me to show ur displeasure...
it's my fault, it's all my fault...

im sorry that i hurt u, really sorry...
i wish that there's sth that i could to do...
but it's like how much i tried to save, hurt has already been inflicted... it can nv heal. even if u dun feel pain, the scar will still remain, constantly reminding u that this damage existed...

this is so cruel...

i need to confess, i'm being very annoying these days...
so i try not to show my 'mood' in front of them...
jus leave me alone, i noe its sounds very cruel.. it's jus that i keep saying the wrong stuff, indirectly hurting some ppl... i cant help it...

Sian... mood swing... damm serious... makes me exhausted...

hope that it will get better...
n sry for all those who have suffered cuz of my 任性 n bad temper

i wanna sleep but i cant... damm sian...
not in good mood these days... even though bbQ was fun, but... hais...

projects projects projects
tests tests tests
lesson lesson lesson

'm getting sick n tired of this... everyone's getting sick... including me, lovesick, cough, headache, muscle-ache... like a living zombie...

my routine: wake up, go sch, have lessons, eat, have lessons, cca, home, hw, sleep

the pressure's on, with deadline getting closer n closer, competition day reaching soon... everyone's frustrated... or maybe it's jus me...

ok, back to work now...
ps: qin ai de, get well soon :P

Labour Day long wknd... is it really long?

Firstly, happy labour day to all working ppl out there. some of ur may still be working but nv mind, jus remember that today will be a fun day! smiiles :)

this long wknd, a hectic schedule....
lots of things to complete, short of time...
today, the thing i'm looking forward to is bbQ!! waiting for this day to come for a very long period of time le!! everyone is! haha...
Sunday, going xinan's house...
to do chem project (sian)
haha, but looking on the bright side.... it will be fun, right? :P
Monday, tkd extra training...
competition is abt 3 wks away, everyone's working hard. i think i should too...

HW for the week
Math take home test
Math maxima minima tutorial
Bio organelles tutorial
Econs Elasticity Section B tutorial
PBL 3
PW GPP
Chem project
Econs Critique (KIV)

Lastly, I MISS MY QIN AI DE! <3
dun always tire urself out. remember to have gd rest! smiiles :)
Love u! :P