pw results...

not really the result i've expected... but it's set... nothing can be done abt it...

being crying for the nth time today... eyes super red... a bit malu sia... didnt wanna cry le but just cant help but feeling sad... hais... this is life...

to my group, i can only say we did our best!

i'll just have to put that behind and move on. thanks for all your encouragements, xinan, sylvia and hongaik... thanks...



on hind side, what kills me off is the response of my parents... they made me feel even worse... tears just kept flowing... i wanna noe wat's wrong, i wanna noe why i'm so weak???

was reading my mail...

tkd fixtures...
it's competition again soon... omg... i realise that i'm starting to panic... the under-performance in the second round in team at ntu... hais... my leg injury is coming back again... i really need to work very hard, i dun want to be the one pulling the team back...

GIAB...
finally, sales is next wk... the results of the hard work of the team will be shown in these few days... packaging for me will be to cut and fold 100plus boxes... with some help of the other members and esp my dearest mum... when i'm writing this, she's still trying to help me fold the boxes... thanks mum... :)
wk 4 will be the student instructors teaching session... a bit nervous.. why didnt i get assigned to my class?? hais... hope that my presentation that day will be ok...

Career talks...
going for talk on finance on wed... read through some of the career prospects in the finance sector... realised that the jobs could be quite challenging... the pay is quite good too(haha i shouldnt be so money conscious) :P maybe i should consider this pathway... haha...

no matter which pathway i go, the most impt is that i wont regret it... and have to study hard to achieve the best results... the next test should not be like my CT1 results... STUDY!!!

FULL DAY!!!

It's full day yet i'm waking up at 8plus... haha... i guess my body clock just make me can sleep pass 9... :P haha

stopped by qin ai de's blog just now... just a note to you: training is tough, but i can see that you are training hard and improving well. jiayou for your piano exam and get an impressive grade 8 cert!!! :) training wise you should noe that you have good teammates to help you! :) :) you are already doing a good job le! <3 today will be a good time for you to rest and recharge! (L)


today, i guess i'll just be surfing the net till training time... :P haha. not so exaggerated lar... maybe till lunchtime... settle tkd stuff.. shit, tkd is slowly taking over my life... hais... must STUDY!!!

suddenly feel like posting b4 i go bed/start doing my NIA tutorial...

ytd night, he smsed me... telling me he's having some problems... he didnt feel like sharing... feeling sth was wrong, i went fb to check his wall... yup, my gut feeling was right... i guess he just dun have the courage to tell me ba... he didnt take me as a friend to confide to.. i also dunno how to approach him... i dunno whether he knows that i knew abt it... but most prob yes... its quite obvious...

maybe i should just act innocent, i shouldnt spoil this balance...

irritating shit... i think i'm making myself in a more difficult situation... :(


CT1's coming, i haven really started preparing... i even have problems catching up with tutorial speed... lol i'm so dead...


suddenly got a thought, should i tease him abt the issue and just be easy abt it? or will it make things worse? i'm such a coward...

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what happened to your promise?

Happy New Year!!

its the new year again...

2011 will surely be a fast-paced and busy year!! lol

the A's here... mugging and studying... omg...

school starts next wk... still have bit of hw haven finish sia... haha. Eassessment for bio and gp reflection... plus the revision of all other subjects... ok, now it seems like a lot... :P

ok, i'll just live my best and enjoy while i work my way through the year... jiayou!

ps: get well soon xinan! :)