Haha it's like damm long since I updated this... :p I didn't forget, it's just I didn't have the chance... Been busy lately... So many things happened and many more are happening soon. The pace is picking up and soon I'll have no time to care abt other irrelevant stuff. I'll just have to let ppl down. There's no choice. Studies will be far more important... Expectations are on the rise and my headaches will be coming soon... :( hais, it's part and puzzle of life. It's getting hard but I must still try had to stay happy and healthy... :)

June holidays will be a stressful one. I must push myself to study for at least 2 subjects per day and rest during the wknds. Hope I'll have time to finish more than the midyears topics.

Start your engines and GO!!!

TKD!!!

It's 2 days left to 验收的成果。。。

a bit nervous... stress level on the rise... hais, esp after seeing janey trying so hard to correct her mistakes... jiayou. i really dunno how to console you but i noe i suck at it...

did indiv pattern today... feedback: i was doing too fast!!!! damm it! i have to really be conscious of that!! jiayou ching, hang on... it's gonna be over soon!!

i'm really quite grateful of the efforts of our seniors, esp the j4s!!! thanks a lot!!! really appreciate it! really got an urge to take photos with them and leave a gd memory... dun even noe when's the next time i'll get to see them...

to my beloved qin ai de, jus some encouragement... you've been training very hard in the past month and it will soon be over... from your performance today, i can see that you've improved quite a lot!! (as compared to my lousy performance) continue to do well and i believe that you can max your potential!!! :) to quote from someone: jus do as how you normally practice, cuz your usual performance is the best! dun try to make major changes last minute. just refine on your minor bad habits. :) jiayou love! :)

to nan, your performance has been consistantly well, just dun be nervous! i'm sure that you will be able to meet your expectations! :)

good luck to all competitors! :) it's the last lap! :)

pw results...

not really the result i've expected... but it's set... nothing can be done abt it...

being crying for the nth time today... eyes super red... a bit malu sia... didnt wanna cry le but just cant help but feeling sad... hais... this is life...

to my group, i can only say we did our best!

i'll just have to put that behind and move on. thanks for all your encouragements, xinan, sylvia and hongaik... thanks...



on hind side, what kills me off is the response of my parents... they made me feel even worse... tears just kept flowing... i wanna noe wat's wrong, i wanna noe why i'm so weak???

was reading my mail...

tkd fixtures...
it's competition again soon... omg... i realise that i'm starting to panic... the under-performance in the second round in team at ntu... hais... my leg injury is coming back again... i really need to work very hard, i dun want to be the one pulling the team back...

GIAB...
finally, sales is next wk... the results of the hard work of the team will be shown in these few days... packaging for me will be to cut and fold 100plus boxes... with some help of the other members and esp my dearest mum... when i'm writing this, she's still trying to help me fold the boxes... thanks mum... :)
wk 4 will be the student instructors teaching session... a bit nervous.. why didnt i get assigned to my class?? hais... hope that my presentation that day will be ok...

Career talks...
going for talk on finance on wed... read through some of the career prospects in the finance sector... realised that the jobs could be quite challenging... the pay is quite good too(haha i shouldnt be so money conscious) :P maybe i should consider this pathway... haha...

no matter which pathway i go, the most impt is that i wont regret it... and have to study hard to achieve the best results... the next test should not be like my CT1 results... STUDY!!!

FULL DAY!!!

It's full day yet i'm waking up at 8plus... haha... i guess my body clock just make me can sleep pass 9... :P haha

stopped by qin ai de's blog just now... just a note to you: training is tough, but i can see that you are training hard and improving well. jiayou for your piano exam and get an impressive grade 8 cert!!! :) training wise you should noe that you have good teammates to help you! :) :) you are already doing a good job le! <3 today will be a good time for you to rest and recharge! (L)


today, i guess i'll just be surfing the net till training time... :P haha. not so exaggerated lar... maybe till lunchtime... settle tkd stuff.. shit, tkd is slowly taking over my life... hais... must STUDY!!!