好想知道，你的一百分会给怎样的人。。。

~杨丞琳 （理想情人）

PW has made me learn quite a lot... through this experience, even though i've made some blunders here and there, but thanks to beverly, xinan, michelle and zz, i've successfully passed through half of it.

special mention to beverly, the pro. without u, we wont be able to come up with such a nice WR! <3 <3 :)

also, i'll like to take this opp to apologise to my dearest xinan... sorry... i dun dare say in front of u cuz it'll be damm awkward. anyway, hope u see this... sorry xinan, sorry for being so insensitive, and sometimes harsh in the midst of our pw, and even during school time. you noe i'm going through hard times, i tried to control my temper... thinking back, i guess i may have screwed it up... sorry. i think i've hurt ur feelings in some way...

i''m slow at such relationships problems (even though ms lim also thinks that girls put relationships as first priority...) please forgive me if i do anything wrong. u can be frank and correct me anytime. thanks!

WR submission

today's finally the day... after abandoning my blog for a while, i'm back posting.... with another mood...

handing in the WR, it's like a new chapter of my life... it took up much of my brain cells and blood. felt the rare sense of achievement when it was finally ready to be sent for printing (although i didnt go with ur... :P)

yet another mountain stands before me... OP... my dreaded fear. it's all in a blast... programmes arranged after my school term (can even say during)...

should list out b4 i missed out on any: Uni Panel Discussion @ 23Oct, Tkd Grading @ 31Oct, YCK camp @ 19-21Nov, Table tennis chalet @ 7-9Dec, 4109 BBQ @12Dec, GV Chalet @ 18-20Dec... Seems like a lot... i still have to catch up with studying in between (or else will get scolding again..) then again, i dun think i'll be able to go for all these, esp all the bbqs...

getting back my results slip on fri... not very looking forward... but it'll be my last CT session of the year... (should look happy, chingyee, you've successfully promoted without having to do r-papers. you should be happy)

time flies... it's the end of 2010 soon... many things have happened, both happy and sad... i've tried my best to bury all my sad stuff, be busy and not think abt it...

anyway, this post's getting long so i should stop...

jiayou to all pw chiong-ers! we're all in this together!

smiilesalways~

我想我很快就会变成一个只会哭的机器了。。。只要有一件伤心的事就会把全部的伤心事一起哭出来。。。

昨天是我第一次为你哭。。。看到那则简讯，眼泪当场流下。。。原来你已在我的心中根深蒂固了。。。要不是昨天有两位楠陪我，我不敢想象我会怎么离开哪里。。。 在商场哭了三次，在家里落泪了两次。。。刚才一个早上前前后后也有十次。。。会哭，一方面是因为对不起你，另一方面是因为要踏出你的圈子。。。

我不知道接下来会怎么样。。。 我想也只能麻醉自己了。。。像以前一样。。。拼命忙。晚上躺在床时就可以马上睡着，什么都不要想。。。 我不想每天都用肿胀的眼睛去面对大家。。。

像溪楠说的，这个月让我好好想想，'if you think he's nt worth it, then just give him up'。 我不知道我将来会不会有这个想法，但它不是我现在的选择。。。

其实要关心我是很简单的。。。一个简讯，一个慰问。。。我就很满足了。。。我从来没有要求什么，我只希望你能多关心我。。。 我其实很想了解你，但我不想问你，因为那就没有意义了。。。

现在这个期间我是不会去烦你了。。。就把所有的思念写在部落格里吧。。。头很痛，下线了。。

ps: 我刚设立了多一个部落格，里头都是信件， 有署名的

itsthemidstofthepromos...todaywillbeaweirdpost,soletthosewhounderstandreadba...haha

examstress...ithinkiscrewedupgp,butitsallover,watcanidoabtit?yesterdayiaskedqinaidewatarehisexpectationsforme...hesaygeteverythinghigherthanb...hethinkstoohighlyofme...thatswaticouldsay...i'mnotgod...

allicansayisididmybest,ididntletmyselfdown...reallywannathankthosewhoencouragedmeallthewaythroughthisjourney... :)thankyouverymuch.

liveeverydaytothefullest.:)waitingforthefunoutingswithmygirlfriendsafterpromos...haha.arealgettogetheri'mlookingforward.it'snicetohavefriendswhocare...
allthesemakesmethinkofmygvfriends...wenttoseetheconstructionworkytd..impressive...memorieskeepflowing...eventhoughi'veonlibeenthereforabt2mths,itseemslikeanotherhomeforme(maybecuzi'vebeenthereafewtimesb4workingthere:P)everytimeismellpopcorn,wenttoacinema,iwillthinkoftheenjoyabletimeworking,withallthedifferentcolleagues,eventhoughsomemayseenunfriendly...inoethattheyarenicepple,afunbatch:)hhaha,verygratefulforraymondforlettingmeinandmypaforallowingmetowork... haha:P

ok,shouldgetbacktostudying...seeingothersworkingsohardmakesmewannadowelltoo...

willblogagainsoon...hahathiswayofwritingisfun! :p

<3 smiilesalways~