2nd last day of my finals....

shall not comment about the finals first, will leave it till the weekends...

after the finals will be the hols.... much awaited for... meeting up with friends and shopping for christmas gifts... haha...
semi-holiday mood in progress.... that shouldnt be the way... lol haha

hope i can find a temp job for this short month of my break... (got the feeling that we're having financial probs but my parents not saying it....) hais... what to do, life still goes on...

grandma's looking better now after the operation.... tough for her... dunno what to say to her too...
just hope that her cancer could be cured totally... :)

ok, back to the mugging... need to get the mood back!  hwaiting!!!

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my 100th post....

grandma went for surgery ytd... tumour inthe intestine... doc said it's cancer...

mum asked if cancer is heritable, i said yes... my grandma's family had a family history of cancer patients... i dun dare to think so much, keeping cool abt it and telling my mum not to worry...

這都是命運的安排， 老天爺要你走， 你是沒有能力抵抗的...

next wk will be finals for year 1 sem 1... so fast time flies, qin ai de is coming back soon... my revision is not very productive, hope i'll do ok for finals... hais... jiayou, enough of emo-ing
back to mugging...
hwaiting!

end of wk12...

Happen to check my blog today and realise that my dearest qin ai de and lovely steffi posted on my wall... haha :) 

i'm glad that those that i cared care about me too... 

haha steffi, must update your blog lar... so that i can know what's happening around you! :) 

i really think i'm bad at making friends, i dunno why but sometimes i find it hard to start a conversation, most of the time i'll be talking about school work cuz i've nothing else to talk about... family issues, my private life... a bit inappropriate to share... 

hais... i'm seriously thinking of an alone uni life for this 4 years... haha... 

glad that xinan's adapting well... :) saw the healthy snack box u posted... looks really good! :) miss you all a lot... steffi, when your finals end? we go call jas to go out!! haha shopping or watch movie!! long time since i had a social life...

next week marks the last week of the year 1 sem 1... time files... finals coming soon, pressure's up... i can feel it, my og mates are all starting to work hard already!!!

next mon will be my finals for korean 1... hope i can do well to pull my CAP up and go up to lvl 2... :P haha 

여러분, 화이팅! 

blogging in the middle of the lesson...

my inferior mind getting worked up again... i really hate the cold shoulder treatment that ppl are giving me... suddenly emo-ing and felt this strongly...

is it really my problem?!?!?!
this is so unfair!!!
i dunno why i cant seem to get close to ppl? i can really say that i nv really made friends in uni... those i've met so far as merely acquaintants...

the sad truth... lonely soul...
i think i may fall to depression too... :/

wk10 turning to wk11...

time really flies....
in a month's time i'll be having my first finals in uni life and then it's the end of the semester...

have been through a lot these few months...
from not knowing anyone till making new friends...
seeing nan and qin ai de leaving sg...

friends come and go, leaving a mark in my heart...
carrying it with me wherever i go...
sometimes i would wonder, what will it be like if so-and-so was here with me...
would the outcome be different...
i would never know...

it's not like on tv, this wk running man's ep that you can see the future and change it...
life only happens once and the only thing i can do is to treasure it...

grandma was admitted to the hospital on fri... :(
intestinal issues... unable to shit for more than a wk...
was found to have a tumor in her stomach near the lungs area...
surgery is required... quite worried... haven been to the hospital to see her, how she'll recover soon...
quite unhappy with the hospital service...

sidetrack: this will be a long post...

had practical exam 2 for computing today...
attempted the questions quite ok but found out some errors last min so was unable to rectify before time's up...
nevertheless, i just hope for the best results...

next wk will be a busy wk...
it just gets busier when the weeks pass...
tue have k assignment test... supposed to write an 'essay' with the given topic...
(have to start memorising the vocab soon!!!)
wed with k skit...
hope that rehearsal will be productive tomorrow...
my role is a quire girly girly, haha a bit not my image but the lines are relatively easy i guess...
:P

got to start revising soon!~
been reminding myself to study but the reality is always different...

jiayou everyone!!

~smiilesalways