went out with yangjian today...
dunno why but it felt like a date... (am i being too frank here? *blush*)
its slightly weird with the skinship and stuff... but its been long time since i felt this way... he didnt express it but can somehow feel what his thinking...
argh... i dunno! so... i dunno how to express it... today we went dhoby to have lunch tgt... then met his friends at vivo and catch a movie, now you see me. two of us sitting tgt and his other two friends sat quitr far away cuz they signed in... (also working at gv) went chinatown and bugis to shop around...
he was quite gentleman i would say... trying to pay for lunch, asking me to stand in front of him when talking the escalator, saying that its the norm back in china...
受寵若驚... kept trying to emphasize that here he doesnt have to do that... haha cuz i would feel damm awkward... got a feeling he was trying to have contact... tried to skillfully reject it... frankly speaking, i kinda enjoyed it... the way he tries to take care of me...
but then deep down actually quite scared that he would say those words... he's younger than me plus our background is so different... hope its me thinking too much... but then...
im not suppose to date... 就只能偷偷享受暧昧...
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