so happy today cuz my dad noticed me and commented that i slim down!!!

haha
so happy... haha finally my effort is noticable...

he last time keep saying i dun have a waist. now he say can see my waist le... :):)

:) hope that i can maintain this and keep up this work...

i think somehow it's cuz i'm working hard at work and i dun eat as much as compared to at home... :P
my mum keeps feeding me with all sorts of food... :P haha

ok today off finally after working for 8 consecutive days... tmr off again...

going out with kent and his roommate, dunno if i'll drop by to see yangjian tmr since he's sick...
poor him... too exhausted from the consecutive 3 days midnight shift till 4-5am... damm crazy...

hope he gets well soon~

realised i didnt record abt the accident on my left arm caused by the griller...

i was stretching to take the jumbo hotdog from the griller from the inner extreme end to put into the steamer, apparently my arm wasnt long enough... my arm touched the front bar of the griller... and then there goes... :(

burnt

scald

scar

ugly mark...

accidents diary 19jun

got burnt again...

this time by the popper... and this scar is on the surface of my left hand... so it's super obvious... :(

genhao heard my scream when my hand hit the kettle in the popper... asked me to go wash under running cold tap water and go office to apply burn cream... :/

omg why am i so careless?? :(

so the 2 of the biggest burnt scars, one by the popper, the other by the griller...

#sadlife

so freaking tired today!!

it's 11plus, and i'm freaking tired since the start of the day... :/

why?
cuz i skyped with allen last night till around 1am... lol

1st time trying Skype.... even though the purpose of skype is just to see each other's faces (we didnt chat, typed instead cuz i dun wanna wake the whole family up...) he psyco-ed me to skype... lol

Allen, a very interesting guy... the first person i talked to when i first joined gv plaza. he was my trainer at candybar on day 1... haha sometimes a joker... sometimes i really wonder which of his words are true... haha

i took him as a elder brother... haha nice to have a brother... :P haha but sometimes quite weird when he says i'm cute and stuff... i kept hinting that i only took him as a brother... haha he seems to accept it. hais... dunno what he's really thinking... lol

so cuz of him, i slept at 1plus and had to wake up at 8am cuz my shift started at 945 today... lol whole day super sleepy and stuff... kept complaining to him that it's all his fault and he's like laughing at my misery...

had to ask lowell to help me buy coffee during his break so that i can attempt to be more awake...

ok really need to repay my sleep debt (i doubt 1 night is enough...) annyeong~

夏天炎熱的天氣，讓人不禁心跳加速

今天算是和你聊了點心事....

更了解你一點... 感性的話題... 心情也跟著低沉了一點. 不知道怎麽說，想安慰你一下，給了一個擁抱... 

我很欣慰你能接受有這樣背景的我... 我真的很想告訴你不要再往前過來了... 但我卻很自私... 很卑鄙... 真的很害怕最後我們都會受傷，就因為我的自私... 年齡比較大的我應該比較成熟，分辨對錯... 

我應該怎麽做呢? 明知道這最後是沒有結果的... 應該早點懸崖勒馬吧... 我不想屬于任何人，我還要自由... 

清醒一點吧!! 保持一點距離對大家都好...