a day out...

went out with yangjian today...

dunno why but it felt like a date... (am i being too frank here? *blush*)

its slightly weird with the skinship and stuff... but its been long time since i felt this way... he didnt express it but can somehow feel what his thinking...

argh... i dunno! so... i dunno how to express it... today we went dhoby to have lunch tgt... then met his friends at vivo and catch a movie, now you see me. two of us sitting tgt and his other two friends sat quitr far away cuz they signed in... (also working at gv) went chinatown and bugis to shop around...

he was quite gentleman i would say... trying to pay for lunch, asking me to stand in front of him when talking the escalator, saying that its the norm back in china...

受寵若驚... kept trying to emphasize that here he doesnt have to do that... haha cuz i would feel damm awkward... got a feeling he was trying to have contact... tried to skillfully reject it... frankly speaking, i kinda enjoyed it... the way he tries to take care of me...

but then deep down actually quite scared that he would say those words... he's younger than me plus our background is so different... hope its me thinking too much... but then...

im not suppose to date... 就只能偷偷享受暧昧...

results year 1 sem 2

was looking at my previous posts and realise that i didnt post abt my results...

did really badly.... :( results got pulled down cuz i 不自量力... :( nth to say...

i didnt put in enough effort? i'm not that smart?
the truth is, i got squeezed out of the bell curve...

hais... gotta buck up soon...

most prob continuing with korean 3... haha surprised right? taking it as a challenge even though it seems like a huge jump... i really hope that i can still keep up!! :( 화이팅!! good thing is lowell and meina both are still continuing too (sorry for wrong grammar and sentence phrasing... haha but the meaning is there... haha) got ppl to pei me and advice me if i got any problems... haha :)

these few months of no studies... brain's gonna degrade soon...

rest day...

finally rest day after my long work week of 7 straight days...
my last off was last sun... lol haha

actually serves me right for saying that work one day rest one day is very slack... so manager 'purposely' called me back to work on the days that was not originally my turn to work...

haha it is just qiao he that got ppl mc so i had to cover them... lol

back to my accidents diary...

got this super big and ugly blister from work... :( refer photo post on twitter...
cuz the sugar piece shot out of the popper and landed on my index finger... hot caramel = burnt = scar... :(

so sad... it's like my finger disfigured alr... :( hais... really hope that i wont be so 'lucky' next time to be blessed by the caramel sugar...

tmr going out with yangjian... haha telling ppl abt it feels weird. cuz it's really quite weird that only 2 of us going out... dun get it wrong, it's not a date... lol haha...

just hope that i won't be called back to work... haha may everyone be healthy!! haha :P

today, change of plans, 要放人家飛機... 很過意不去，可是他會了解的...

supposed to accompany yangjian to bugis street today after my work at 3plus... but then manager decided to extend my shift till 7plus... so sad cannot keep my promise... but there will still be other chances... i hope...

that day did floor duty with you. you said you wanted to buy a backpack and a watch for work. asked me where can get those things. i suggested bugis street but you didnt know where it was, being someone who just arrived in sg for around 2mths and everyday is just work and home...

要盡地主之誼， 決定當他的導遊... 可是沒想到今天人手不足，得加班了...

希望會有我們同一天休息的那一天... :) haha

legs so suan today... :/ hais... tiring day... plus having slight cramps... menses coming le... sian... good thing today salesamount got tally... hehe...

noticed one thing, actually elynn is always keeping her eyes on lowell and me... esp when we are both working... observing our interaction... although i have alr emphasized there's nth on btw us... haha its damm funny i think...

life in gv became more interesting cuz of these events... haha...

pre results day...

tmr will be the day of the release of results... :/

super nervous... omg if i dun do well, i totally wont have mood to work le... maybe i should be like lowell and put off tmr... :p

please please, i must improve my grades... think i gonna lose sleep tonight...